Unreasonable Doubt

Fallen from view,
no need to hear me,
no desire to know me,
empty as the hollow heart,
you ignore calls for attention,
you have no pull to my words,
worried I sit and wonder,
was it a word from my lips,
was it a day in time now lost,
I feel the need to fix the wrong,
unknown to me the exact error,
this uncontrollable need to make it right,
this unfathomable need to apologize,
things unknown yet known,
an insult from a compliment,
I am lost in the unknown.

January 20, 2012